My Life

04-27-08

I officially hate my uncle and my sister. I don't even know how to start this. Everyone on here knows me as an admin. As an admin I have responsibilities, these are being interfered with by both my Sister and my uncle. Okay fine I understand he is making his own home based business, but what he doesn't understand is I see this board as my job. I want to go to college and learn this so I can bring in money for the family. I'm seen as someone not going anywhere in life because I missed orientation day for the community college and I have to wait for fall semester. I've gone down the street to find a job and I was told by the manager to come back in two weeks, I'm going back tomorrow to inquire about it again.

for the love of god it isn't like I'm not trying, I've been trying since i was 17. No just because my uncle has been working since the age of 9 I'm just wasting my life away in front to this machine, yet every time he's ready to take a hammer to the computer i always step in and fix the fucker, AND I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE IN LIFE! I have fixed this 2004 model pc more times then i can count, I have spent a full month in the the hard drive de-coding the fucking blaster worm virus only to turn it around and use it as a virus protection. but I'm not going anywhere in life. IN ORDER FOR ME TO DO WHAT I WANT I NEED COLLEGE!

Sure I almost joined the army, everyone was so proud of me then. but when I nearly broke my foot to where i can't run on it at all anymore that idea was shot, now I'm back to being worthless. I sit here writing stories because he was one hat had inspired me, but I'm wasting my life away. Sure I could have gotten the job with my uncle but NO I had to be responsible that day and go look for a job. He couldn't bother to wait and ask me when i came home no instead he gives it to my slack off sister that holds everything above my head.

the only one seeing my point is my mom. I've been promised so many jobs only to have assholes back out at the last second.